Caleb turned 2 years old today!
Some of his milestones this past year were, he got his first tooth, he started recieving pediatric formula through his feeding tube instead of milk I pumped for him,we all went to PIP camp at the blind school, and he continues to recieve services from Kids on the Move (vision, physical therapy, occupational therapy)
(From my journal) I wish I could describe with words what it feels like to hold you. I feel so much love grow inside my heart, then I can feel it melt into you- then you soak it up and send it back. We have such sweet conversations without ever saying a word. I know that I have been trusted with a priceless treasure and I will try to live my life to be worthy of you.
(From my journal) Dear Caleb, You are a big brother! I am so proud of you! You are so patient with me as I take care of baby Mitchell. I am so happy... I've always known you were a big brother in our family. I think that Mitchell was anxious to join you!
Another Christmas miracle!
(from my journal) Dear Caleb, what a miracle you are to me. Every time I hold you I am overwhelmed by the miracle you are. You are almost 2 years old! You are going to be a big brother in a few weeks. I feel like you and our new baby boy are special friends. It will be neat to see the two of you together. Caleb, you are so full of goodness and purity. Your spirit touches and teaches all who know you. I am so thankful for the blessing of YOU!
Caleb was a frog for Halloween! He looked so cute and even went trick or treating to a few houses. It is a treat to be his mother and I love him with all my heart!
For family home evening we went to Krispy Kreme for doughnuts, then we carved pumpkins! Can you guess which one is Caleb's?
(From my journal) Dear Caleb, a few weeks ago we said goodbye to Nana and Papa Moody as they left to be mission presidents in Maryland. We had a really special opportunity to see them set apart by Elder Holland of the quorum of the 12 apostles. The weeks before this special day were really tender for me. I found out we were expecting another baby and I had been worried about whether or not I was doing enough for you. I had been praying to Heavenly Father for reassurance. After Papa had his blessing, Elder Madsen of the qourum of the 70 walked over to see you. He had tears in his eyes as he put his arm around me and said, "Isn't he beautiful...Oh he is such a special boy, the Lord has such a great love for him- and for you." I was so touched. As we left Elder Holland office, he came up to you and kissed you over and over saying "I love you, I love you!" I was the last to leave and Elder Holland wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear, "I'm so proud of you." I knew that was a message from Heavenly Father and an answer to my prayer.
Josh likes to share his glasses with Caleb and he calls him "the professor!"
We brought Caleb to the pool again this summer and he did pretty well. The bright sunshine and loud sounds were a little bit overstimulating for him, but his brothers loved having him there with them!
Our incredible boys!
Matthew never misses a chance to snuggle Caleb. He says "I just love to snuggle Caleb because he has so much cushion!"
Caleb's smile melts all of our hearts!
(from my journal) a few days ago we took you to an ENT doctor who told us that 95 % of children with cleft palates have severe problems with ear infections yet you haven't! I left his office knowing that Heavenly Father helps you more that we will ever realize. I am so proud of you. I know that sometimes just breathing is so hard for you. You love to be on my lap and snuggled up to my side. You love to have your hands touching me so that you know I'm close. You delight me! I never get used to the sweetness that fills my heart whenever you're in my arms... I hope you know that you are cherished.. You have a special mission, and I feel like you understands God's plan. I feel the love of Heavenly Father around you. Thank you for sharing your testimony with my heart. I am honored to be your mother.
(from my journal) You are really growing! You're growing out of your clothes! You're such a beautiful baby. I can't look at you without smiling, and whenever I'm away, my arms can't wait to wrap you up again!
(from my journal) You are so patient with your little family! You let us snuggle you to our hearts content and you seem to understand when I need to lay you down. You bless our lives more than most people will ever understand. You have so much courage, love and peace radiating from your little face....
(from my journal) Caleb, you bring out the best in us You inspire me to be better. You remind me what matter most. Eternity doesn't seem long enough to spend with you...I am forever changed because because of your sweet influence... I look forward to continuing our journey together...
Valentines day: Caleb truly is a gift of love to our little family.
Caleb wore a plastic helmet for quite a few months to see if it would help mold his skull. When it became aparent that it wasn't going to help very much, we decided that this wasn't a necessary intervention for him.
Josh is such a sweet older Brother!
