Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Heavenly lunch

Yesterday I had lunch with angels.
angel children on earth
angel children in heaven
and angel mothers
These sweet mother's radiate with love for their children,
and their children shine with pure light.
Thank you for the honor of being among you.

Becky (Ben's mom), Julia (Arianna's mom), Tara (Chloe's mom), Me, Emily (Hunter's mom), Erin (Charlotte's mom) and Bree (Bugg's mom)




















Thank you for filling my home with love.

Tootsies

Oh I loved how Caleb and Junior have the same little pudgy feet!
I could just eat them!

Cuddling Caleb

Caleb has been in heaven this past week. He's been snuggled and cuddled by some very special people.

Sweet Stevie spent every minute she could loving little Caleb.

Becky's lap was one of Caleb's favorite places to be.

Adorable Abby wanted to cuddle Caleb as much as she could during her short stay.



Heidi was quick to share her heart with our little guy.



Thank you for loving our little boy!

Soaking up Junior

It was such a treat to have Junior and his wonderful family stay with us for the night.
We loved soaking up Junior and feeling his shining spirit. I was really touched by the way Heidi was so lovingly attentive to his every need...











We love you Junior!

From NH to CA

It was so sweet to see Becky and Stevie (with a little bit of help from Mitchell) get their van all ready to give to Junior! I'm sure angel Ben was beaming from above as he watched his van being prepared to serve another special boy.




I was tickled that I got to go with Becky to pick up Heidi, Junior and family in Salt Lake! It was so fun to see Junior get settled in his new ride! They are a remarkable family!


Yummy night out!

On Friday Emily, Becky, and Stevie and I had a girls night on the town!
We had a yummy dinner at Pizzeria Seven Twelve then browsed Barnes and Noble to make room for Farr's Fresh!
We had a delightful time together!
Love you ladies!!












Sunday, August 1, 2010

Things I can't live without...

Caleb and I love his stroller from adaptive mall. His wheelchair is so heavy and difficult to get in and out of the car, but our nifty stroller has made it a lot easier for us to be out and about!

We also love his new swing from the make a wish foundation! Caleb doesn't have a lot of head or trunk control, but we're able to tilt it back so it can give him all of the support he needs. I'm not sure where they got it, but if you're interested, let me know and I'll find out!

Caleb was approved for a sleep safe bed about 9 months ago.  It has been a big blessing to us.  The top and bottom of the the bed will raise and lower for better positioning. I love being able to get Caleb elevated to help him be more comfortable with his continuous feedings and his ventilator at night.  The see- through guard rails also make it easy to keep an eye on him even when they're up!








And last but not least, my favorite item is my cozy rocking chair.  Caleb and I have had some great "heart to heart" conversations when we rock together.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Can I keep her?

Dear Becky,
I think it's time that I told you
I have grown very attached to Stevie.
I hope you will let me keep her.
She snuggles me so sweetly
and dresses me up so nicely.
I promise you can visit whenever you want.
Love,
Caleb







Special visitors

Many of you know that Becky and her sweet Stevie are staying with me this week. I get to soak them up while Junior travels to Utah to receive a very special gift from angel Ben.
I'm one lucky lady.



Hospital photo shoot










Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Hooray for HOME!

Caleb came home from the hospital on Sunday night- Hooray! We met a home health nurse at our home who taught us how to care for the PICC line, and immediately started his IV medications.

On Monday night Caleb had quite a severe reaction to his gentamicin Medication. We gave him some benadryl through his PICC line, and the doctor said if he didn't improve in 30 minutes, to take him to the ER. I asked one of our good neighbors who is an RN to take a peek at Caleb so I could have a fresh set of eyes look at him. He noticed that Caleb's PICC line didn't have a cap on it. So, long story short, we were discharged on Sunday without a cap on the PICC line which meant it could have been contaminated in the 24 hours we had been home. At that point we were then advised by our pediatrician's office to go to the ER right away.

So, Caleb and I had a little adventure in the ER together last night. They ended up taking some blood from the PICC line to have it cultured, then they put the appropriate cap on. We got home around 3:30 AM, with orders to bring him back if he developed a fever or noticed any signs of infection.

I guess Caleb thought we needed a little night on the town- and there's no place like the ER for a little late night adventure!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Our own little pioneer day campout

Caleb and I had our own Pioneer Day camp out. Since he still isn't feeling well, we set up camp in his hospital room for another night and watched the Disney channel until our eyeballs wanted to fall out!

Happy things:
* Yesterday there was an extra lunch so the nurses gave it to me! YUMMY!
* The nurses loaded my little boys up with cookies and treats when they came to visit.
* No more IV's for Caleb, just the PICC line.
* I can see the Y on the mountain from my window.
* Cafe Rio & a lime squeeze

Tender things:
* Caleb is having a strong reaction to one of the antibiotics he's getting through the PICC. He gets red man syndrome (that's really what it's called :) and get highly agitated.
* He's still pretty miserable and is requiring a lot of medication to be somewhat comfortable.

Hopeful things:
* We hope we can come home today!
* We hope after we finish these antibiotics that Caleb will feel a lot better.
* We hope we can have some future hospital stays at Utah Valley- it's been great to be close to home so I can slip home and take a shower!

We hope you've all had a great pioneer day weekend!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Still in the hospital

We're still in the hospital and are hoping to come home today.
Happy things:
* We've been able to be at Utah Valley hospital so we're close to home.
* I was able to walk to Kneaders for lunch and saved a fruit tart for later!
* I got the best parking spot in the lot!
* The doctors and nurses are being wonderful to us.
* Caleb and I snuggled in his bed and watched Lord of the Rings.
* We had a some really handsome visitors last night before turning in.

Tender things:
* Caleb still feels pretty yucky.
* He's needing
lorazapam every 4 hours around the clock just to take the edge off.
* The
Klepsiella he keeps growing in his trach, bladder and lungs just keeps getting more resistant to antibiotics, so I worry about what that means for the future.

We're crossing our fingers that we can come home today! We need to show Caleb that it's okay not to be in the hospital over holiday weekends!
HAPPY PIONEER DAY!

Friday, July 23, 2010

Hospital time

We spent the night in the hospital last night so that Caleb could get IV antibiotics for his bladder. He'll be getting a PICC line this afternoon. Hopefully we'll be able to come home tonight so we can finish his IV treatments at home through the PICC line. He's anxious to get back for the Pioneer Day festivities!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Bladder battles

Say this five times!
Caleb Moody
Has a bladder
but he showed his his bladder's sicker
so we called our favorite doctor
to get his little bladder better.

Caleb has another bladder infection... apparently cathing him hasn't quite done the trick. So, our pediatrician and urologist are putting their heads together to come up with just the right recipe to keep his bladder better!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Hydrocortisone

A couple of weeks ago, I took Caleb to the endocrinologist. I was referred to her so we could have a specialist follow Caleb's thyroid and sodium levels. The doctor ordered blood work to test his thyroid levels, his growth hormone levels, and other levels in his body. When I explained how uncomfortable Caleb has been for the past couple of months, she was also curious to see if Caleb was producing the hormone Cortisol. She thought his discomfort could be related to a cortisol deficiency. The cortex of the brain is responsible for producing cortisol, so it made sense to check that hormone level since Caleb doesn't have a cortex. I read that a cortisol deficiency can sometimes be fatal, so I was curious to learn more:

Cortisol is an important hormone in the body, secreted by the adrenal glands and involved in the following functions and more:

  • Proper glucose metabolism
  • Regulation of blood pressure
  • Insulin release for blood sugar maintenance
  • Immune function
  • Inflammatory response
Although stress isn’t the only reason that cortisol is secreted into the bloodstream, it has been termed “the stress hormone” because it’s also secreted in higher levels during the body’s ‘fight or flight’ response to stress, and is responsible for several stress-related changes in the body.

The endocrinologist called me the next day after looking at Caleb's blood work results. She found that Caleb wasn't producing cortisol at all. She was amazed he had made it through his surgeries, and other stressful times with this deficiency. She said, "WOW, this kid must be as tough as nails!"

So now I'm giving my "tough as nails" Caleb hydrocortisone twice a day. If he ever acts sick I'm supposed to triple the dosage, and if he ever has an unexpected trauma I have injections to give him a quick dose.

We were hoping the hormone would improve the discomfort Caleb has been experiencing. It has seemed to help some, but he still has a ways to go. However, we have noticed that Caleb seems to be more alert and aware and we're tickled with that! I'm interested to see what we notice in the upcoming weeks! The endocrinologist explained that adrenal issues can be really tricky to find, so we feel really blessed to have more knowledge and another tool to help Caleb feel happy in his body.

Dear Caleb,
Thank you for being so patient with your little body. You might be tough as nails, but you'll always be my snugly little boy. I love you so very much.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Our new home

We are getting settled in our new home!
We built a home that made it easier for
Caleb to be with us in our living space.
We widened the hallways.
We widened the doorways.
We poured a wheel chair ramp in the garage,
and we hope to fill it up with the people we love!

We are so lucky to live in another wonderful neighborhood,
and we're excited to add new friends to our hearts!